Lost In Thoughts--

I realize that all things that happened in our life actually a repeating series. Things that happened a few years back have the possibility to happen again. And I noticed something that happened to me almost every year. And it was and is painful tbh. I also noticed that every time it happened, it actually because of my own fault, my own behaviour towards someone. Just when will I stop hurting people? 😭 I should prevent all those things from repeating because it will leave such a great impact to my life, to that person life. I don't even know what to do know seriously. I'm lost in thought, I feel like crying so hard. I should try to make things better but I don't know how. ㅠㅠ 어떡해 ㅠㅠ